Chapter3-part3The next day-Raph woke up in the late afternoon, the sun was warm on his face. He stared at the celling. Think if this was a trick of some kind? Was the darkness plaguing his heart and mind trying to fool him into thinking that this peacefulness, this gentle warmth he felt on his skin, was real? After a blink he shook his head, No this was real, he felt a little lighter, like things were finally getting better for him. But, he somehow knew it wasn’t going to be that easy. No, not that easy to just suddenly heal of such torment he had been enduring, something he made his whole family and home deal with.“dealing with my shit” Raph rumbled coldly and softly to himself.As he breathed he felt the crystal on his chest. He looked down, its pink light up to a lighter pink in the sun, the blue blanket still on him… he wondered how long this peacefulness will last for? He wondered what would happen if he still held the crystal when he was near the creature-the REAL mo
Warm my cold heart.Just hold me tight.tell me everything will be alright.Keep me safe.Dont let me go.make this sorrow end.Just keep me here.Crying in blissful fears.ignore my cries of pain.Because i'm sure that i Cry in-vane.as i shed my heartyou see my pain.you know my sorrow.the scares that have left me hallow.you see the wounds.you see smear of blood down my shirt.the darkness in.it keeps me in its grasp.i hold you tighter.i want this to last.i dont like this sorrow holding fast.i grip your shirt.my nails tear holes in fabric.i know im trembling.I know im relying on your inner strength.because i know i no longer have my own.ive exceeded my power.ive used up all my strength and will.i lost my judgment.ive lost my mind.i dont know where i stand.i feel like im sicking.deeper and deeper.its never ending.this pain and sorrow.its killing my happiness.made me hollow.I feel my heart racing.it beats against my rib cage.its beating so hard.i feel more tears force its way.