Summer fairy

i started to paint on my wall.
yes on my fugly colour brown wall..
well, the funny thing about this story is.
well... lol... .... i got bored and i said "im going to paint on my wall!"

and heck i didn't know i was painting a freaking fairy!
some goth huh? well i am turning into a gothxhippy. but anyway.

my dad came into my room drunk.... round bout 4 times over the past month. and he looked at my wall and then jsut walked out..

so now i'm finnished with the fairy and im just chilling with friends up stairs watching some stupid horrors. when.
my dad walks... stomps upto me and saays.... or yelled.

"I dont want you painting on your wall! ur going to paint over that right now!"

now heres me not scared but just blnking calmly at my dad.
"no," i shack my head. "no" i smile. "if you wanted to lecture me and make me 'obey' your command dad... you shouldve done so when i was still a stupid kid. i painted on my wall on purpose and also, im 18 years old now, so, do you really think im gana listen to you?" lol i looked at my dad and he did not expect that

now he walks and leaves. m,y friends looked at me like, 'wtf my dad wouldve slapped me' 'my dad wouldve grounded me for a week for that' 'if i said that i wouldnt see the sky again'

"yeah the beauty of having a old dad, one that hasnt been a dad for years since his best bud is his bottle of beer and doesnt know his daughters at all."


yeah i guess my rebelious stage of life only hit now. i mean ive been the good child getting all the love and attentions to a point ur two sisters think your faved one and gets wat she wants when asked.... no, i never really gotten anything i wanted because i didnt care still dont. if i have a pencile paper eraser and sharpener with some paint... im good. dont need anything else...
also since i am a complete geek and love all the scifi stuff and all cartoons and stupidist things on earth.... eh im pretty smart in my own way.. who needs math. i always sucked at math. im no longer surprised or shocked that i fail math every test. lol
but yes. i painted on my wall and it is a fairy of summer.
next is fall
winter
spring.
just because i can thank the Goddess i am who i am. cause im happy as i am!